summer reading

Yup, I'm posting a summer reading list already. Except it's not so much a summer reading list as a post-graduation thing, with all the time that I'm going to have from neither being in school nor being gainfully employed. Just kidding. :)

I'm going to a school in Manhattan for a month (more about that later), but besides that, this summer looks like a good time for lots of reading. And working, because I really do want to find a job and move out on my own.

Here is my list--some are repeats, but most aren't:

The Brothers Karamazov

Notes from the Underground, both by Dostoevsky

A Severe Mercy by Sheldon Vanauken

Surprised By Joy by C.S. Lewis

A Farewell to Arms by Ernest Hemingway

Signposts in a Strange Land: Essays by Walker Percy

A Room of One's Own by Virginia Woolf

Confessions by St. Augustine

some party this is, juno

On Tuesday afternoons, I usually put in a good 2 hours grading very short response papers or quizzes for my advisor, who I TA for. The classes I usually grade things for are the Lit classes that everyone is required to take, so the answers I get to some of these quizzes are pretty hilarious sometimes. You can tell when someone has Spark-noted or just plain not read something. Which, face it, everyone is guilty of sometimes. But really, when you start getting answers like "Shakespeare wrote around 500 BC" you start to wonder. Some people just draw little pictures instead of answers--one guy responded to a question about Don Quixote saying "I don't know...but here's a spider," and there it was.

I had a moment today, when I was reading through the 50th response paper about whether Dido should or shouldn't have been put into a different circle in Dante's hell for being suicidal, when a certain phrase jumped out at me. It was describing Dido and Aeneas' moment in the cave, ahem. It was this: "the gods threw together a quick celebration when they were in the cave together during the storm." I don't know if this is actually funny, or if it was just the way the wording drew pictures in my mind, but I thought it was hysterical.

I started picturing a bunch of gods saying to each other "oh, SHOOT Juno! You forgot to get the party hats! Where are the balloons? What about ice-cream cake? We are really going to have to throw this party together in a hurry...quick, reserve a cave." "Whatever Venus, you're just angry that you forgot the candles." Yeah.

perfectionism

I often see specially made fraternity shirts around campus with this written on the back, and it always makes me giggle: "Grove City College...where your best hasn't been good enough since 1876." Just a little pretext for my perfectionism rant.

I wonder sometimes how normal it is to be highly embarrassed about a short story or paper or essay you've written, or at least embarrassed about sending it in to be read by someone. No matter how many times you've edited, changed, or reworked whatever it is. I am cringing within myself thinking of The Quad editors reading the short story that I wrote last semester for Creative Writing. I like the story. I mean, I like it pretty well. I didn't want to send anything else in to see if it would get accepted, just this. But man, I already feel silly for having to send in a second copy because last night I remembered that I changed a name within the story but didn't remember to change it everywhere in the story. What's hilarious is that the senior and junior editors are two really good friends of mine, so I shouldn't be that embarrassed, but I'm still recoiling within myself at my typos. Oh well. I would like to experience some sort of satisfaction after writing something, and I do once I've spent a lot of time on something that I care about, but reading it two months later usually makes me cringe again, just a little. I guess all I can do is keep on trying, and realize that editing is 75% of good writing, or some other large percentage. That's what I've been told, anyway.

Starting next week, I'm going to be copy-editing for The Collegian and the first edition of the Law Society's Law Journal, which should be pretty interesting. I've been copy-editing for The Quad since last semester, and I have really enjoyed that. Editing things for typographical errors is exhilarating for me, which is probably weird. But the thing about it that helps keep it interesting is that most of the material I read is enjoyable...which might not be the case so much for the Law Journal. I have an article to edit for that this week and I have no idea what to expect. Maybe it will be great, who knows. I'm glad though that I'm getting a pretty good range of material to edit...law articles, newspaper articles, and literary essays, stories, and poems. I hope that it will help me out when I try to find a job this summer. I've been looking at all the entry-level publishing jobs I can find.

Okay, so in line with this whole perfectionism topic, I just had to let you know that I re-edited this post twice, just now. I crack myself up. Oh dear.

entertain...er...depress me?

I enjoy depressing movies. Maybe that goes along with my love for depressing 20th century American fiction, which is why I'm taking a class for it.

I finished Absalom, Absalom! today and it was sufficiently depressing, but it also made my head hurt because it was mostly stream-of-consciousness. I can do stream-of-consciousness, but reading 80 pages of it in one sitting is kind of overwhelming. Oops, sorry for the digression.

Anyway, my roommate and I both enjoy heavy movies more than light, happy movies, unless it's a Jeeves and Wooster or Black Adder episode. Looking at our desks, you can see plainly that we own more depressing movies than we own chick flicks. Shawshank Redemption, Hotel Rwanda, The Patriot, Jakob the Liar, Road to Perdition, and so on. We just go for heavier subject material when we pick out a movie. I think I enjoy being compelled to care about the characters when it's a heavier read. I enjoy a good satire or comedy, but I think what is most meaningful to me in books or movies is being made to care about characters that are twisted or are in the middle of twisted situations. The least depressing book we read this semester was my least favorite, because when I read it I wasn't thinking too much about the characters or why they meant anything to me, because they really didn't.

Now that I've made huge blanket statements, it's time for me to get under some blankets and sleep. Oh, one more thought--depressing movies have the best soundtracks. It's true. Thomas Newman is wonderful.

absalom, absalom!....olympics

I take a break from my intense (and confusing) reading of Faulkner's Absalom, Absalom! to mention the Olympics. I love them. My family has never been into watching sports, though throughout my childhood I took swimming lessons, and played some basketball and soccer here and there. We have never had a favorite sports team, or worn sports paraphernalia on purpose. But we eat up the Olympics. Ever since I was pretty small, I can remember all of us cheering and getting excited over speed skating, gymnastics, swimming, figure skating, skiing, you name it. Once we got a little older we would stay up with mom and watch until we could hardly keep our eyes open.

Tonight, Heidi (my roommate) and I searched high and low for a TV to watch the Olympics. We tried the one in our dorm's basement. No dice. Some very awkward couples watched a movie as we waited, doing our homework at a study table, and then the couples decided to watch another movie. Rude. We trekked through the snow to another building, but there was no room for us around that TV. So, we tried the Student Union, and found an Olympics-friendly TV in the commuter lounge.

I am reading the Faulkner novel while watching figure skating, which might not be a good idea, considering Faulkner has sentences that last for half a page sometimes, and it's easy to get lost. I like Faulkner, but I'm looking forward to class tomorrow, where Dr. Messer will tell us what in the world Faulkner is trying to communicate. It's beyond me.

henry buhl library

Well, I'm a doofus.

I studied in the stacks today at the library (on a Saturday, I know). I left my things in there to go to dinner, which is a very safe thing to do at Grove City College, especially since we are all issued the same computer when we come in, and everyone hates them, because they're always crashing. No one would want to steal one of those.

So I went off to dinner, and came back to the library around 6:30. I scanned my student I.D. It did the weird beep that means your card has been rejected. I tried again. No dice. I walked around to the front of the library, and that's when I noticed that all of the lights inside were dimmed. Yes. I was locked out of the library, and my homework and computer were locked inside. I felt just brilliant.

The good news is I really don't have that much homework to do this weekend, and I can get my stuff tomorrow when the library opens at 2. If I had been working on a paper this weekend, I might have just spiraled out of control and broken into Henry Buhl Library, which probably wouldn't look that strange here. You know that you're a Grover when you stare up in despair at the library on a Saturday night and wish you could get in.

(this, plus one foot of snow)

mind the gap.

I'm attempting to change the nature of this blog to something more than short blurbs about books. It's going to be an odds and ends of things, that will hopefully be more updated once I graduate and stop doing homework. That's not a good excuse, I know! It's pretty terrible. So, I'll start out by posting some pictures from the January Intersession trip that 10 of us from Grove City took a few weeks ago.

This was a class called "Modern Christian Writers," where we studied works by Chesterton, Lewis, Sayers, Eliot, and Charles Williams. It was the most enjoyable class I've ever taken, both because of the actual subject material and because we got to visit England! Most of us had never been there before (except for our seasoned, quintessential English professor), so it was wonderful for us all. I read some old favorites and made some new ones as well--the Four Quartets by T.S. Eliot, which seem m0re beautiful each time I read them; "The Weight of Glory" and "Learning in Wartime" by C.S. Lewis, and some of his poetry which I had never come across before; and Gaudy Night by Dorothy L. Sayers. Those were my favorite out of the works we read.

Canterbury

in Oxford...I forget the name of this building!

Les Miserables in London!

the group, haha...first day in Oxford

Magdalen College, Oxford